Hey Trina i just wanted to say i dont see you as bad or failing or difficult or anything like that.
In fact i see a person who is trying their absolute hardest!Thats what i see in you and that is so brave and wonderful.
i feel i experience similar to you in many of the things you talk about.
i struggle a lot with communication sometimes but also with me i can also really struggle with trust which can also take me a very very long time.
You can only do your best and i think you are.
Please talk to your woman from Connexions about a change in therapist if you think this would benefit you?
Please dont think you are being rude or horrible.
Different people click with different people.
That is the same with therapists and clients just like it is in life in general.
i know its an uncomfortable situation but if you really feel it necessary it may really help you to change therapist and you may find more benefit from your sessions.
Also i know you say it will never happen and you certainly dont have to share it with us if you dont want to but what is the one thing that you have thought may help you?
i hope you keep posting if you are finding it useful and also please feel free to PM me anytime too.
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