[starshine]

I SICK OF THE WORLD, I'M NICE, I'M GOOD, I'VE DONE MY VERY BEST TO HOLD ON, BUT I CAN'T DO IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!

I know this might sound sooooo lame but i don't care. All i want is for someone to care wether i live or die! im sick of parents who tell to go right ahead and friends that think im a loser, teachers that think im just sooooo sweet and sooo perfect, their expectations of me don't help! I need someone to talk to my shrink gave up on me so my parents took me off my meds, the school consleor cant be trusted not to mention she don't have the time for my sad excuse for a life! i dont sleep because of flashbacks, can't eat because it would give people a reason to call me fat and i can't even though its about the only thing i want to do!

This is totally just a rant but replies are appretiated