[Katch]

Thanks for the messages - I'm gonna miss you all so much - RYL is the first thing i do every morning and the last thing i do everynight -
I'm meant to be packing right now - I hate packing - i have to take so much stuff - my uniform takes a whole case on it's own. I know what will happen - I'll end up doing it the night before i go away and end up shoving in all sorts of things i dont need and leave behind the stuff id - that's what I normally do - you'd think I'd learn wouldn't you - but i never do it's always the same - Oh well nevermind...
I am looking forward to getting back to work and i love being at sea especially in the evenings just standing out on deck listening to the ocean and watching the stars but I am getting really NERVOUS about going.
3 days to go......a.a.a.a.a.g..h