Congratulations for realising that you have a problem.
I was a periodic drinker, when I did drink the object was to be unsconscious.
Talk to both your doctor and tell him how you are concerned about how addictive the klonopin is.
I found that when I was in AA, I made friends that don't drink or use. We don't live to stay sober, we stay sober to live. I have a friend who is 87 years old. She asked if my husband and I would take her out to see the desert wildflowers. We did and this is weeks ago and she is still talking about it.
I'm not saying that you have to go to AA. But maybe you need to join a club related to some hobbies you have, and find some friends there.
I don't know if this will help? Of course you can PM me if you want.
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