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Steel Maiden · 13-06-2008, 08:10 PM

My form teacher can't help me any more. He has only so much power. Although he has been talking to me a lot and making sure that I'm alive.
I haven't taken my lunchtime dose for the past three days because I've been having exams and didn't want to get tired. So paranoia is through the roof. But I have been taking my evening doses. My formteacher was a bit annoyed with me when I told him that I hadn't been taking my lunchtime doses.
The HTT are seeing me tomorrow. The problem is, is that I am sure that if I tell them everything, they will tell my Mum as they have in the past. Which is strange because I'm over 18.
I've been (and moderators please remove this if it is inappropriate to describe this) sticking pins into myself to make the Woman feel pain. Its the only only only way that I can hurt her, the only way I can push her away.
I had 3 1/2 hours of biology exams in one go today, so am exhausted and I'm not doing any work today because the Woman really won't let me.
Thanks xxx

13-06-2008, 08:10 PM	#71
Steel Maiden There is no place like 127.0.0.1 Join Date: Sep 2007 Location: London	My form teacher can't help me any more. He has only so much power. Although he has been talking to me a lot and making sure that I'm alive. I haven't taken my lunchtime dose for the past three days because I've been having exams and didn't want to get tired. So paranoia is through the roof. But I have been taking my evening doses. My formteacher was a bit annoyed with me when I told him that I hadn't been taking my lunchtime doses. The HTT are seeing me tomorrow. The problem is, is that I am sure that if I tell them everything, they will tell my Mum as they have in the past. Which is strange because I'm over 18. I've been (and moderators please remove this if it is inappropriate to describe this) sticking pins into myself to make the Woman feel pain. Its the only only only way that I can hurt her, the only way I can push her away. I had 3 1/2 hours of biology exams in one go today, so am exhausted and I'm not doing any work today because the Woman really won't let me. Thanks xxx
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