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xbeckyx · 13-06-2008, 07:40 PM

Thanks, I did think about it.
Last night I sent my dad a really long text basically saying that I desperately need something to change soon or I'm screwed and he talked to the psych at CAMHS today who said if I end up back in hospital they might put me in an adolescent ward in York for a while or if I think I need to go in.
I just dunno now, I know it's safer if I go in, but I don't know how much I want to be safe anymore. And I don't want to make the decision to go in because what if the hospital say Im fine, what if I just sound like an idiot?
Hmm =/

13-06-2008, 07:40 PM	#10
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	Thanks, I did think about it. Last night I sent my dad a really long text basically saying that I desperately need something to change soon or I'm screwed and he talked to the psych at CAMHS today who said if I end up back in hospital they might put me in an adolescent ward in York for a while or if I think I need to go in. I just dunno now, I know it's safer if I go in, but I don't know how much I want to be safe anymore. And I don't want to make the decision to go in because what if the hospital say Im fine, what if I just sound like an idiot? Hmm =/
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes. Stare at the hands, you know you want to ;). "memento vivere"