Thanks Crazy Rabbit Lady (sorry I dont know your name!)
In the eyes of my team, I'm all recovered and better now from when I was ill before (I ended up in a few different psychiatric units due to my self harm). But unfortunately, its not totally the case. I still do get really bad urges, flashbacks from bullying, bad dips in my mood and I get suicidal (they don't know that!) sometimes. But really I'm a hell of a lot better than I was, so I don't know whether I'm ill or not anymore.
I'm supposed to be having someone with me when I start college for the first few weeks. But I don't know whether they will be in classes with me or not.
Everything is just so confusing. :(
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