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xbeckyx · 11-06-2008, 12:05 PM

Thank you both for replying.

He knows that I laugh when something makes me nervous or upsets me but then because we joke around I'm not sure he can tell when something is actually bothering me.

I see him once a week usually although not seeing him this week because he's on some training course.

I would ask to see thepsych again but Colin (my counsellor) has gone a bit...possesive lol. He wants me now to ring up CAMHS if I need to talk to someone and ramble to someone down the phone and they tell him everything I say instead of going in and seeing someone other than him because last time I got really bad I saw the psych and she didn't tell him what I'd said til after my session with him the next week which was a bit pointless cos I could have really used to talk about it with him. I think he's just got tired of only finding things out too late lol. I'd mention the hospital thing to him but I'm scared he'll think I don't need to go in and am just being stupid because I never really open up to him so he doesn't know how hard it is for me sometimes.

11-06-2008, 12:05 PM	#4
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	Thank you both for replying. He knows that I laugh when something makes me nervous or upsets me but then because we joke around I'm not sure he can tell when something is actually bothering me. I see him once a week usually although not seeing him this week because he's on some training course. I would ask to see thepsych again but Colin (my counsellor) has gone a bit...possesive lol. He wants me now to ring up CAMHS if I need to talk to someone and ramble to someone down the phone and they tell him everything I say instead of going in and seeing someone other than him because last time I got really bad I saw the psych and she didn't tell him what I'd said til after my session with him the next week which was a bit pointless cos I could have really used to talk about it with him. I think he's just got tired of only finding things out too late lol. I'd mention the hospital thing to him but I'm scared he'll think I don't need to go in and am just being stupid because I never really open up to him so he doesn't know how hard it is for me sometimes.
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes. Stare at the hands, you know you want to ;). "memento vivere"