Doesn't mean because people call you it that you are.
To say also "you don't want to be depressed, so im not depressed" - you sound depressed, and to be honest you will have to cope with it.
Who is telling you to harm yourself/other people?
You sound like you need to go to the doctors tbh hun.
I had an attitude like you, and now i've been depressed for 7 yrs, self-harmed for 7 yrs, got an ED when i was 15. I now have an OCD that rules my life and i have no life because i cry all day.
You can't live your life with that attitude. Look at me.
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