Because that's what people calls me.
That Im a psycho. An that I needs my Psychotic tablets.. Tablets that I haven't even been given from the doctor..
But then, Im never at my doctors.. I rarely go x . Only goes if its like an flu.. an I needs to go work.. because i can't afford to by some meds.
I know what you think I should do.. Because I think about it sometimes,
Only.. its easy saying it.. but its another thing, trying to get up & do it x
I know Im scared.. I just dunno what part of me is scared tho.
An dont actually know what it is that im scared about x
So its a good thing to wanna kill yourself then.. having these voices tell you its the right thing.. so you should do them,.. aka- harm other people, other nationalitys.. because their all the same, to jump off a bridge - telling you it's alright, because you wont die.. you surive & swim your way back to land. To do all of these random things that many people say it's bad or wrong to do?
Surely not.. I mean, Either I can't be right, or everyones making me try to feel bad.
I hates it when people think Im depressed. Because I know Im not.
Im okay, this is me.. I suppose! Grh.
I dont wanna be depressed, so Im not depressed.
I just feel that feeling the way I do, in this way.. it feels right!
That Im doing nothing wrong.
I mean, there isnt no real right or wrong in life - is there x
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