I can't even let the dog run aorund the house now - fukcing grumpy arse locked him in the garden (in the heat, with no water or anything) cos he was 'in the way'.
I hate it here, I can't wait til we get our own place, but til then it's so hard not to just go back to my parents's place. I'm so unhappy here, but I don't want to leave Rusty, I'd miss him so much, and I don't want him missing anything with the baby, or leave him in the lurch stuck with this **** on his own.
I can't stay here much longer though, I feel so unwelcome, it's horrible.
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