I think it's just being back here after seeing how much greener the grass really is.
I've been keeping busy, done washing and hung it out to make the most of the sunny/windy weather and made a father-to-be day card for Rusty for next weekend.
It's almost 5 o clock here so hopefully another few hours and Rusty'll be home... just gotta stay safe til then. It's just that I can feel the anxiety bubbling away under the surface and I'm working hard to try and stop it boiling over.
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