Steel Maiden,
I'm sorry about your parents. I know that it can hurt when they fight (i don't know the extent in your case...but i know what it is like when my folks argue)
Remember that is their battle though. Not yours. No matter how you feel you are involved they have their own choices and responsibilities and you have yours.
Killing your Mother is NOT your responsibility. Can you call a more helpful helpline? since the HTT seems to be lacking luster. I know you mentioned this needing to be a secret from your Mum, but could you lie about the number you called? or borrow a friends phone.
Please holding strong and safe for a little while longer.
Pip
|