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GirlAfraid · 05-06-2008, 02:08 PM

I'm thinking about just not taking my meds anymore... not the whole lot, I'm on a few different ones, I just want to stop the Depakote.

I think it's making me gain weight... and I just feel really numb. I don't really care if I go manic, I just want to feel something and not get fat! Gah :/

The only issue would be the anger... When I'm manic I get into serious rages. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I hate this numb, medicated state I'm constantly in.

Perhaps I should just lower the dosage? Hmmm what to do? :/

05-06-2008, 02:08 PM	#1
GirlAfraid Hysterical and Useless Join Date: May 2008 Location: Essex I am currently:	Stopping meds? I'm thinking about just not taking my meds anymore... not the whole lot, I'm on a few different ones, I just want to stop the Depakote. I think it's making me gain weight... and I just feel really numb. I don't really care if I go manic, I just want to feel something and not get fat! Gah :/ The only issue would be the anger... When I'm manic I get into serious rages. I don't want to hurt anyone, but I hate this numb, medicated state I'm constantly in. Perhaps I should just lower the dosage? Hmmm what to do? :/
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