Matthew!!! lol I'm not sure exactly what you did to that poor Meerkat but it's nice to 'see' you.
Thanks guys, I'm not gonna sit here and complain about it (if you'd like to know, go check out my blog
) but I did want to tell my lovely RYL twin that she has good advice and it's nice to be positive... But part of the problem is that I can't go home. I mean, I've not been kicked out or anything, I just couldn't handle it. 99% of my family lives in that area and they demand a lot of time and energy and I just can't handle that atm. Besides I'll never be completely at ease around my mother as since she's learned about my cutting trys to get me to talk about it or does subtle things that may seem thoughtful but tend to make me feel like an idiot...
*shrug* so it seems I'm up a creek without a paddle... And a lot of it is my fault*sigh*
. Damn.
Thanks again guys.