Hey,
No, this isn't off-topic because some kinds of eating problems/disorders can be like harming or hurting yourself - especially with starving. Have you ever had problems with an ED before? Can you pin-point the reasons behind why you feel like this when you see the numbers? *cuddles*
And your idea of a reward for each week free SI is an excellent one - a lot of people find rewarding themselves helps them a lot with motivation and feeling good about themselves. After all, each time you beat an urge, it's an acheivement, so reward yourself as such! Take care,
xx
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