Crisis Team didn't mention anything, didn't give me any phone numbers or anything.
I saw GP last week, don't really want to bother them again. Don't fancy sitting in A&E to not be helped either, but I can see myself ending up there.
I don't want to bug people to give me help.
I keep thinking that I don't deserve help. Maybe I'm not actually that ill, maybe I'm just imagining it. Maybe they want me to die. Maybe I'm just being dramatic and I'm not depressed, I'm actually just a bit low. Maybe I'm actually happy.
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