my parents found out about the cutting this morning.
they cornered me, individually, and basically yelled at me about how i wasnt right in the head.
I wish there could have been at least an ounce of concern, but there wasnt... it was all just judgement, and now i feel like ****...
they want to put me in a hospital, and give me antidepressants. They're switching my counsellor, and trying to put me in a new school.
i just cant handle all that right now though :( they've only made it worse, and now i want to hurt myself more than I ever have
I'll never forget the look my dad had on his face... like i was a gigantic insect from planet X.
honestly, they were pretty insulting about it... my dad referred to what i was doing as "cosmetic bullshit" whatever that means...
But im really upset, and i dont know what to do, cuz if i do it again and they find out, they'll take everything...
but i need to cut, i dont know waht to do, i feel trapped >_<