Never heard the phrase 'head is like a water balloon' - I like it!
I feel like I should be over it now. It was 10 years ago, and I'm still messed up. I'm still sleeping with every man or woman who shows the slightest interest in me. I'm still degrading myself. I'm still unable to trust. I still feel worthless, pathetic and stupid. I still feel rejected because it stopped.
I'm sorry that I'm no use. Hopefully an abuse 'survivor' will post soon. I still feel like a victim.
I've been having a lot of bad thoughts too :(
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