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Thanks for replying as I feel so alone with this. He went for the interview without telling me as he said I would worry too much. It's not as if it's a lot more money but a lot more work that he loves.
I do have people to talk to but they just say take a day at a time but my mind is in such a flurry of worry that I can't stop bursting into tears every time something triggers me off.
I make cards and jewellery but funnily enough when I'm like this it's so hard to settle to anything. I have been trying really hard but I feel my contribution to life is so useless. People tear up cards and put them in the recycle bin. The jewellery is self taught as well but I'm finding it too fiddly just now. Got the shakes.
I sound as if I'm not taking your advice but I am - it's just hard for others to appreciate how useless I feel.
I will keep reading your post and hope that I can turn myself around slowly.