I'm sorry you feel so alone hun. You should post here if it helps, let it all out if it will make you feel better! I'm around if you want to talk.
If you are going to join a new doctor, would it help to talk to them about how you are feeling? Then you wouldn't have to cope with everything on your own.
As for your boyfriend, if he cares about you he won't get fed up of you if just because you ask for help. If he knew how hard you are finding things I'm sure he'd want to help you!
Look after yourself and stay safe. Feel free to PM me if you need someone to talk to
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