OA didn't do anything for me either. In AA it feels like and to me is a life and death situation. Since only 15% of the alcoholics who seek help stay sober.
I am so glad to hear that you have a good relationship like that with your sponsor. I have one like that too.
It is okay to be scared. I forget where it is but I think the 12 and 12 says that the chief activator of or character defects is self centered fear. You might want to look in steps six or seven. That is not a lecture, just an offering!
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