How you're acting, it's perfectly normal! Almost all teenager stay up rediculously late, and spend WAY to much time on the internet (me being one of them). It's not doing anyone any harm. I think that it was amazing that you chose to distract yourself and to stay away from things that were triggering you (mother not included). Seriously, you're 17, we eat, sleep, do homework and hang out with friends. And act without thinking... But that's a given:P
Please don't feel bad. Your mom probably was haveing a bad day. Unless she always acts like that, that's different.
It's NOT true what she is saying, not at all.
You can change anything you want... All you have to do is work your butt off! Look at your signature... That's all you have to remeber. Today is not the rest of your life. You can do this!
If you ever need to talk, PM me anytime<3
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