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I GIVE UP
I Give up i feel totally like **** and i mean serriously bad and suicidal.
anyways i tried to do the responsible thing and phone for help.i tried to phone social services cause i cant cope with my baby and noone answered.in the end i phoned the crsis mental health team.i spoke to a women i told her i couldnt cope i needed someone to take my baby as i was in a serrious condition.i gave her the phone number of our social worker and she sais she would call me back in 10 mins.she was going to speack to social services and possibly send someone from mental health team round.
that was 2hours ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i have phoned back and a man answered i told him i had spoke to a lady.he said i know i was meaning to phone you.he said if your struggling you should call social services.arrrrrrrgggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhh.
i said i give up an d put phone down.
i have been trying so hard to keep together waiting for a phone call cause the lady was speaking to social services for me.
i have given up and cut myself
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