That sounds horrid, well done for starting to talk about it here. I heard voices (although not for many years now) and it really gets under your skin, but it doesn't mean it's for ever. It does sound like a form of psychosis, but this doesn't mean you're going crazy! You have one thing that it totally invaluable - insight. You know you are hearing a voice that other people would not hear and realise it is a kind of illness. I work in an inpatient psych unit and insight makes all the world of difference to recovery. There are some good medications out there, but CrazyRabbitLady is right, the doctor is your first stop really. If you find it too difficult to tell him/her take a print out of this thread - you have explained it really well.
Good luck and let us know how you get on. *hugs*
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