sweetie I know I don't post in vets but I just wanted to say your are
not a bad mum.
You got fustrated and angry and you feel bad for it so you are not a bad mum.
I did the same thing to luke once when he was about 2 and I know how bad it feels but its a mistake and you cane learn from it. Nobody blames you for it, it is so so difficult to cope when they are running riot and your tired and frustrated and you feel like you want to scream. There was a time I had terrible thoughts about luke but it's ok you can get through this tough time and focus on all the good little things that you love about her.
Tell yourself that if it does happen again you will tell someone because obviously for your daughters sake its not something you want to do again
but she is young she won't even remember it and you are doing a fabulous job as a mother but everyone makes mistakes and I don't think theres a person out there whos raised children who hasn't thought about it or done it at least once because its a very trying time.
You do not need to si because you have been punished enough with the guilt you feel about it and you didn'tdo anything wrong.
take care of yourself sweetie and if you want to talk feel free to pm me
much love
katy
