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I know after today's reply in the discussion thread i prolly dont deserve any support, but i have to ask anyways....
Im just so ****ing lonely.
I've been engulfed suddenly by this horrible sadness. It's just swallowed me up out of nowhere.
Everything was going well, i was actually really positive, then i ****ed up the dr's bit and since then ive been sliding down. I cant answer most posts because im on such shaky ground right now. I'm (or is it was) trying to recover from a few things and once again...no help.
Im just...
tired. so very very tired. its over 20 years of this ****, when does it end?? DOES it end??? Cos i cant live like this. But it cant always be this way i had proof of it.
I dont know what i want...i guess i want my happy back...if thats what it was...or was it psuedo-manic feelings or some such doc's big fancy word?
i just...
romp
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