Hey i just wanted to say also from what ive seen/read also i truly think you are very intelligent and could really be a success at uni a bit like the girl described by the poster above.i really believe you could do so well.Truly.
Also i am sorry you are still getting the violent urges.That must be very upsetting for you and well done for telling the HTT about these again. Without wishing to be picky or make you talk about anything you dont want to i wondered though if youd managed to talk to the HTT not just about the thoughts/urges but also about the walking out the door with a knife in your pocket etc?It just seems that they need to know that too as maybe that is the urges progressing a bit which may be of more concern.
im sorry i hope i havent upset you and i know i dont have much useful to say.i wish i did.But i think your a really brave person.
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