amialone, I'm so glad you've made this thread
Because a lot of people feel the way you do and I really appreciate your honesty in admitting how you feel sometimes, just because it makes it a lot easier for other RYL'ers to say that they've felt the same way as you sometimes.
Your absolutly not a bad person and your not going to be thought bad of on here for being honest.
In the past when I felt particularly bad and wanted help I sat in my lesson in college once and "accidently" pulled my sleeve up a little bit so that somebody could see a cut.
I think at the time I just desperatly wanted somebody to realise that I wasn't okay and this was the only way I could comminicate that to anybody.
We all need some attention and care sometimes and when your feeling desperate it might be the only way you can think of communicating this to anyone. This doesn't make you a bad person, a lot of people have felt the same way as you on here.
I'm rambling now, what I'm trying to say is, nobody on here thinks badly of you, your being really honest and I appreicate that and I can emphisise with you because I've felt exactly the same as you have, so please don't think your a bad person or anything!
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