This is quite a major reason for my depression too, so you're not alone with that.
That's good to know. I thought I was crazy.
It's good you are trying really hard with schoolwork and stuff but at the end of the day school really isn't that important, as long as you pass enough to move on to what you want to do next (job, uni etc), once you get into that then nobody really cares what you did at school.
That is the problem. The school I want to go to has a 4.1 gpa and i have a 3.4. The odds are very low but that is the only place I really want to go. The major I want is not very academic but the school is, i guess.
This doesn't mean you should stop working hard, but it does mean I think you should really try and give yourself some time to do the things you like. I think singing would be a good one to start with, you don't need much, just music and your voice really, and I always enjoy singing so I bet it would make you feel better.
Yeah. I am trying to but I can't. Like just this week I have 2 history homeworks to re-do, an english paper to write, a research paper for history to write, a math test to study for and a spanish project to do. Then next week I have finals. Then this summer I am going to be in sooo many programs and classes trying to make up for my bad grades. I don't even want to go to college anymore :(