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I really hate myself right now
So I just had this really REALLY big binge... bigger than I think I've ever had... and the sad thing is I'm still f***ing hungry!!!!
I can't make my brain shut up... it is saying PURGE PURGE PURGE you know you want to... it'll make you feel better... you are such loser... how could you be so stupid?!?! PURGE PURGE PURGE!!!!!! And it's like I can literally hear myself throwing up in my head... does that make sense?
My gag sensation is really f***ing bad right now!!!
Somebody plz help me... I don't wanna purge... I don't... I am sick of living my life this way!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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