Originally Posted by
shyness_kills
Just about the unfairness of the world not for me but for all but the top 2% of the population. Racism, poverty, death, killings, discrimination.
This is quite a major reason for my depression too, so you're not alone with that.
It's good you are trying really hard with schoolwork and stuff but at the end of the day school really isn't that important, as long as you pass enough to move on to what you want to do next (job, uni etc), once you get into that then nobody really cares what you did at school.
This doesn't mean you should stop working hard, but it does mean I think you should really try and give yourself some time to do the things you like. I think singing would be a good one to start with, you don't need much, just music and your voice really, and I always enjoy singing so I bet it would make you feel better.