Hi Queer Fringe
I did not realise that you had replied to my thread oops. Thank you very much for posting a reply. Ow I am glad I do not live with you then as your mum sneezes all the time blimey she must have a nose problem or something. It must drive you nuts! When you said it sounds like you have OCD, I thought hang on a minute it does sound like I have it but never thought of that before. I am glad that somebody does not think it sounds weird.
Sorry to hear that you are also becoming like that, washing your hands a lot because you don't want germs on yourself and stuff. I hope you can get help or support and good luck I hope you can get through it. I have no one really to talk to who I trust anyway well except for *Fading_existence* on here of course but did not really think about asking her for her support about this. That’s okay I am 24 years old this year.
Funny you should say “I hope you can find a way to sort this out” as I have since I posted this as when ever somebody sneezes I replace the sneeze with a coughing noise and it does work so I do feel safer that I will not get a cold, even though I could but I suppose if we were meant to get a cold then we can not stop it unfortunatelyL
It was a horrible thing to go through but I think I know what triggered it again, not so long ago I went to the dentist and had two three rooted teeth out and I could not bare the thought of having a cold and mouth ache what a nightmare so I thought I would start the sneezing routine again. The sneezing routine has been on and off though the four years I have done it for.
Yeah you are right that the routine makes me feel safe and mentally knowing that I will not get a cold even though I probably could?
Thanks you take care to.
All the best, Oliver xxx
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