God, I've been absolutely terrified of admitting the attention side of things on here, so so scared that people will just hate me for it, thank you for not hating me.
I had a counsellor at school for about 6 months, she really helped but now I've left I haven't really got access to anything. I don't think I need anyone at the moment, I've learnt to recognise when I'm really really bad and know that when I reach that low (if!) I should get help then. Thank you again everyone
Being on here helps, it lets me get stuff out that's better out than in. Or on. Thanks again.