Just about the unfairness of the world not for me but for all but the top 2% of the population. Racism, poverty, death, killings, discrimination. Also my inability to do anything correctly. People who choose to be stupid on purpose. The fact that my life is going absolutely.
Feelings like that need safe expression. Do you do anything creative?
I am naturally a more creative person but I stink at school so I spend 3x as long on homework and stuff as i should which leaves little to no time for anything I'm good at or would like to do.
Where does the sense of worthlessness come from?
From trying hard with no results or negative results, always being yelled at, made fun of or misunderstood, realizing how small i am in the grand scheme of things, how little influence i have on people, pretty much my life, the people in it and the situations i'm in prove my worthlessness
What helps you feel worthy?
Nothing