i have found that since i admitted to myself that this is what i do and not to punish myself for it afterwards (as in my brain going mental after) as that im not doing anything "bad" (as in im a bad person-not bad wounds) its just socially not very acceptable-i havent really found a huge need for sh cos im not fighting it so much-does that make sense???
saying that ive been burnign tonight but htats more cos i miss it than "needing" to do it
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