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Just lost...
Hey guys. I don't know why I am posting really but here it goes:
So I am one of those people who believe that there is nothing wrong with cutting. Well...not nothing wrong, there are just worse things you could do and I just don't see the point in stopping.
In 8th grade I got caught and got sent to therapy and psychs and the whole nine so I decided a couple things: #1 - I'm not cutting on my arms anymore. #2 - I'll never get caught again.
It's been 4 and a half years since then and I hadn't cut on my arms until about 2 weeks ago. Cutting my arms is what brings me most relief. All my emotions run through my arms (I don't really know how to explain it.) At first it was just deep small cuts on the side of my wrist. Then huge deep-ish cuts near my elbow on the veins. Then deep ones on my legs and a few carvings. For the past week I haven't done any homework. I've come home at four o' clock and cut for hours until it was time to go to bed. I cut at school in the bathroom usually and if it is dark I will cut in class. Before I would not even bring a razor to school. I don't know. I guess it has gotten out of control. I don't know how you can reply to this (assuming you wanted to). Like I said I don't really know why I'm posting.
If you read even a portion of this sea scroll, thanks.
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