[randomtangent]

I jsut dont see the point in stopping.
other than the fact that i need to before i can see a doctor about what appears to be bronchitis, there really isnt any reason that i can see.
I need this.
I've wanted this for so long.
and i finally gave up.
so who would i be, to give up everything ive finally fallen far enough to feel again, like it means nothing?
Ive needed this for a long time, and now its here again, i dont want to stop.
It feels like noone woudl really care if they found out about my cutting, anyways.
so why stop?
i dont know.
I need reasons. I need to find my own, i guess.
but what are everyone elses?
Needing something else to think about other than cutting right now... so lets talk.