hey honey how are you now?
about showing the cuts, i think a lot of us find our wounds and whatnot to be really private and have a lot of trouble showing people. it's also hard because at least for me i dont want to gross people out or make them worry and it seems less real, like less serious, if nobody sees it but me? i just wanted to say that it's normal to not want to show them so dont feel bad or anything - also you shouldnt be pushed into opening up if you aren't ready yet.
you know, i think that you do want to see tomorrow and do want to be here, or at least a part of you does. sure there is a part of you that is ill right now and just wants the pain to stop, but the real you is a fighter and wants to beat this and get your life back and have fun and that is the part of you that told your friend and that comes on here and shares things and posts and reaches out asking for advice. listen to that part, hun. good luck with finishing up the trimester!
xxxooo callie
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