this is it....my true first step into recovering from ED.
Tonite, I am cooking dinnner (a rarity, easier not to eat if you dont smell the food).
I am making Grilled pork chops with mushroom soup on them DEEEEElicious!! Mashed potatoes with lots of butter and salt and pepper, and mixed veggies!!
AND!!!!!!!!! I"M GOING TO EAT AS MUCH AS I WANT!!!!!!!!!!!
With NO NO NO guilt!!!!
I'm scared (only a lil)
But i WANT to recover, i WANT to do this...
Just had to share again..i *think* im on my way....i really scared myself, with all the 'side effects' of this ED, not just what i saw, but what ios happening to my body.
I WILL WIN!
Thanks all of you
luv
romp
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