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Making me better
So sometimes when i want to self harm instead i use pills but until recently i have never though of it as harming myself i just some times take Paracetamol or anything i can get hold of its started as just taking two whenever i got angry or sad and it seemed to calm me knowing i had them and i felt anxcious when i knew i hadn't had any.Then a started talking more and more like 3 or 4 at a time inbetween a few minor od's (10) im jsut wondering if this could have done something inside of me? i have stopped doing it now kind of but old feeling are coming back and i feel like i need them but i mean i can try and fight it but if it isn't ruining anything inside of me(Which i dont want to do incase i ever get out of this wreck then 5 year later im like nooooo) so does anyone know about any of this and if it is a form of self harm
thanks
Pixie
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