so, i feel really uncomfortable talking about this but here goes.....so i'm 19, have had 3 changes to have sex and haven't. because i'm afraid. well, i think i'm afraid. afraid and disgusted most of the time. it's very comfusing as soon as i pinpoint a certain feeling, it changes....it's strange. but the thing is it's becoming quite the problem with relationships. i get freaked out not long into the them and run in the opposite direction. does anyone know anything about this or have a similar problem.. i feel so stupid right now.
