I think after coming out of a relationship where I would walk to the shop in the pouring rain to buy my boyfriend food out of my own money to then cook it for him and serve it for him whilst he was busy playing games to then going into a relationship where he tells me to get my arse out the kitchen and see whats on telly. its actually rather hard.
I do not actually know where the line is between being lazy and being a slave. Even when people are nice to me I expect it to be a trick, like they want something or they are setting me up as a big joke.
its really hard, you just need to build on your confidence more.
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