Thanks all, I was a bit apprehensive about posting as i thought no one would remember/care about me.
I'm feeling better than i was when i posted but im still feeling pretty down, but i dont think it's too much to worry about.
I think that the reason ive been feeling down is that i know pretty soon i'll have to start thinking about big decisions in my life, like a new job, moving out and stuff like that which is probably why im feeling down, as im still living with my parents and im going to 21 in november and i dont want to be living with them for the rest of my life. I know it may not happen in the next year however i got to start thinking about stuff like this finacially ect. I want some independence and the ability to do what i want when i want instead of living with my parents.
Im also just really confused about life ect because my best mate in the whole world we'll we've been best mates for the last 5 years or so, i think he's the one but for one we live on different islands for two im not having a long distance relationship id rather stay friends at this moment in time. Its really confusing and i dont fully understand and neither does he but im not going into all of that.
im going on again :|
I hope your all alright xx
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