[~*Dare to Dream*~]

So for those of you that know me i thought i'd give you an update.

Im doing alright i guess. I got rid of my boyfriend who was trapping me, controlling me, made me loose all my friends and doing other stuff that was bringing me down big style.

So im better off without him im free and single, but hey its not the end of the world i have some freedom.

In a bit of a bad place at the moment though, but its nothing major just feeling down again all my emotions are up and down. I feel lost i feel confused i don't know where i'm heading with my life, job ect. I'm still trying to get my mates back after the ex drove them away.

Im scared of loosing what i have at the moment and thats bringing me down as well, im scared of change im scared of what the future may bring and im scared of what im going to do as well.

Thoughts of cutting have started creeping back into my head but im fighting them off still. it never gets any easier.

thats all for now. I hope you are all doing alright. i dont really know what to say anymore.

*hugs*
Ann