Thank you, thing is i was so young and it was my own brother - i just dont understand and its driving me mad because i never will. *hugs* im sorry you have the same problem with the hugging etc you arent a freak at all. Like females i can hug, but males if they come near me i just curl up into a ball. It's like i have never had a close intimate relationship with anyone because im scared, i always cover up as much as possible, i just disregard my body so much because i figure the worse it looks the less likely someone will try and hurt me again -does that make any sense at all?
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