It gets better. I've been there- I've thought that I was hopeless and hated myself, but it got better. It will get better for you too if you hold on! I promise that even when it doesn't seem like there's hope, there is. You said that you want to end your life before you hurt more people; if you die everyone will hurt. Even people you barely know. I know it doesn't seem like that's true right now, but it is. Please hold on! It will get better, and all of this will pass with time. *cuddles*
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