That's the thing tho... it's hard to believe that anyone would even so much as notice if I died.... I've disapeared for 3 months in a row before, without anyone even noticing I had been gone. My family hates me, won't talk to me... my grandpa was really the only one I was close to, and he died last year... I just feel like I have no one who cares about me at all... I'd LOVE to just have someone I could just talk to right now, but I don't even have that.
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