It's quite possible for friends to make up with you. I've had similar things happen to me regarding my SH but then we've had an argument about it since and I know I'll probably never be mates with at least two of them again because of it because of how much they destroyed me. It might be worth talking to her about how it and what she actually thinks about the situation you're in and tell her it might really help you to know how she pulled through it.
Also, as you've said your cutting has become out of control it may be worth seeing a doctor and getting some form of counselling and/or therapy and see ifthey help. Talking to your friends/ family if you can may also help you to turn your life around and distracting yourself when you get the urge to cut yourself.
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