[Hannah_x]

I've been feeling really, really bad lately with pressure about exams etc and now the fact that my three best friends seem to have decided that I don't exist, and about a month ago, after about six months free, I relapsed. I didn't tell anyone except my boyfriend, but he was really supportive about it and everything, but what made me feel the worst was that he was upset. I've cut since and he said he was "disappointed" and that I can't keep resorting to it.
At the moment all I can think is that I want to cut, but I don't want to upset my boyfriend, so I'm not. And in some ways I resent him for that.
Has anyone else had anything similar ? I'm really confused by my own thoughts right now.